Last night, after spending the entire day together, he texted me to say he no longer felt the same. After the only fight we've ever had we broke up. He no longer wanted to be with me, but he didn't know why.
I'm completely devastated. I never saw it coming a million miles off. I haven't eaten in almost 24 hours, I feel sick to the stomach and my chest feels like it's about to explode.
They say you never know what you had until it's gone, but knowing what I had will make this even worse.
I've never posted about my personal life before, but He was such a huge part of it and without him I feel like a different person, like I'm no longer myself.
I'm dreading my first New Years eve alone in 3 years. So to all the lonely hearts... any advice for the latest member of the club?